Posts Tagged ‘men

09
Jun
11

The Diamond Apology

As most of you know, I have not written a blog entry in several months now, and those who know me personally have some true insight into why. But there are times when a perfect storm of conversations and youtube clips will lead me to speak on a subject that all of us have been exposed to at one point or another. A lot of men are bold and desperate enough to do it, and because a LOT of women continue to fall for it, men will continue to do it. But before I go into it, I will speak on how the storm came together…….

I was having a conversation this past weekend with a friend of mine in Atlanta, and she was telling me about how a dude proposed to his girlfriend, more or less, at the club (yes, the CLUB). Although she accepted, the fact that a dude proposed at the club (in my opinion) is straight ghetto and lacks class. And being who I am, I decided to joke on it and talk about how dude probably had this song cued up after she said yes. I also talked to her about my Wednesday Wind Down experience when a dude should have aborted mission on site.

Fast forward a few days, and another conversation ensues where a woman hints at the demise of her current relationship. Without asking her for detail, she simply said “there are certain things that can’t be fixed”. I didn’t say anything to her at the time, but my initial thought was “I wonder if a ring would?”. Which brings me to this nice gem on youtube, courtesy of necolebitchie.com:

As you can see, a dude decides to propose to his girlfriend at the club and gets royally shot down. For starters…………. fellas, having ya boy sing a song on your behalf to your girl is a great idea on the surface (especially if you can’t hold a note), but having him sing a song with lyrics in the chorus that hint at you formerly having a lot of women is not necessarily a good idea when proposing (MESSAGE!!).  Second, on both sides, you should have had the “marriage conversation” and leave that conversation knowing in your heart that this is the one for you. In other words, DUDE, you should have known she was going to say yes before you got down on one knee. If you have doubt with her answer, don’t propose…….. PERIOD.

However, that’s not the primary motivation for this blog…………….

If you go back and watch the clip again, you will notice that dude said “I can’t change what I did in the past” and you could read the girl’s lips and she said something to the effect of “you can’t fix this, this isn’t going to fix anything”. Now I applaud her for using her head to make what she felt was the best decision and not buckling to the pressure of accepting the proposal to not embarrass the dude, regardless of if it’s in public or private. It’s a shame for her that a moment she’s been dreaming about since she was a little girl had to come, from a man she knew wasn’t the one for her, in the middle of a packed CLUB. Her words alluded to a broken relationship that was beyond repair. Now dude could have been physically abusive, or dude’s infidelity could have been an issue. But here’s the problem that I have with this brotha’s Hail Mary football play: in most cases, IT WORKS!

Why does it work? Because women continue to fall for it. The story is always the same: man acts foul, isn’t on the up and up, messes up bad with his girl, who decides to or threatens to leave him. Now the man, who has taken his woman for granted, now realizes he’s at risk of losing the only woman in his life who will put up with him, and typical “discussion” is not getting him anywhere. So since conventional conversation has gained him no yards and time’s running out, a man will lay it all on the line and throw the Hail Mary pass of player moves, which I like to call “The Diamond Apology”, formerly known as The CCP (Cookie Control Proposal). This apology simply consists of a man using an engagement ring (the semi-official symbol of commitment) as a means to accomplish two things: get her back, AND shut her up.

It works so often because it gives most women the illusion of a man that’s ready to “make it right” and commit, but that’s not always the case. I recall a story from my early 20′s about a girl I chatted with on BlackPlanet, and she was talking about how she was dating a Euroleague ball player who kept cheating on her (in the US and in Europe) and was verbally abusive. She had one foot out the door, until her man showed up to her NY studio apartment with an apology, a “Performance Improvement Plan”, and a 3 carat diamond ring. Of course she accepted his apology and was now engaged to a man who virtually turned around and got on a plane back to Europe as soon as she said yes. Did they get married? Who knows, since she shut down her BP page as a sign of commitment to him (yeah I know, laughable). But several years later into my 30′s, and dozens of comparable stories later, the ploy still works.

To wrap this up, here are two takeways:

LADIES: Quit falling for this Day 26-ish BS move. As men, simply put, this move is less about our “love” for you and more about our ego. Don’t let your romantic and emotional apathy override your female intuition. You KNOW when a man’s not the one for you; don’t let societal and peer pressure put you in a non-value added situation where you’re a neglected woman with additional jewelry.

FELLAS: When you’re involved with a woman, DO RIGHT BY HER! Think about it: when you want a promotion at work, you have to perform at the next level in order to get promoted, right? Now why wouldn’t you do the same when it comes to the woman you want to be with? If you want to be a woman’s husband, you must perform at that level in order for God to ordain your union and bless you with that opportunity. So that means, love her as Christ loves the church (Ephesians 5:25); don’t abuse her, don’t neglect her, don’t cheat on her, protect and provide for her (and I’m not talking physical protection or financial provision). If you do that, and your woman reciprocates that love to you, then you will avoid the fate of the brotha in the clip, or this poor guy in Houston.

I know a LOT of dudes might be mad at what I’m saying here, and some women too. But if you are, you really need to look in the mirror and determine the root cause of your anger. I’m just the educated messenger.

Feel free to leave comments and let me know what you think, and/or share your experiences.

 

29
Oct
09

Sorry, but you’re still the same to me (or are you?)

Hey everyone, I know it’s been a while since I last wrote. I have had a few things on my mind to talk about, but life took precedence over that and RichBrand had to take a break to get things in order.

Anyway…….. as I approach 30 next year, I know that I have lived a decent life and have seen and experienced my share of things for someone that’s not as social as most people in my network. I’ve met a variety of people in my journey where impressions have been shared and internalized. I am one of the first to accept accountability for how I treat and have treated people over my lifetime. I also own when my impressions weren’t exactly impressive to some people: the days when I was corny, the days when I was a jerk, the moments when I was awkward, and the times when I was offensive.
I bring all of that up because it’s funny how hypocritical we can be when it comes to looking at the positive change in others that we neglect to acknowledge, yet expect for others to see how far we have come. Maybe it’s selfishness, maybe it’s mental and emotional apathy, but either way it’s something that all of us have been guilty of more than once (some more than others).The child you were at 11 is not the young adult you were at 19 nor the adult you are at 30.

I brought this up as a question on my FB page weeks ago asking, between men and women, who has the biggest issue with this. The overwhelming consensus was this: women are less likely to forget how they felt when they met you and when they were around you (especially if it was negative or unfavorable to them). So regardless of what happens from that point on, most women will hold on to that perception of you damn near forever UNLESS something happens in your life that changes their mind about you to their short or long term benefit (i.e. you get some money or fame). If you were the introverted geek at 14, or the obnoxious jerk at 23, or the religious zealot at 26, sorry homie, but that’s who will always be, even if you become the renaissance man at 33. So fellas, if you have thought about dating ladies in your past, I challenge you to think about how you treated them then, because chances are, the effects are irreversible. Just like women fail at changing how a man rolls, we fail just as much at changing a woman’s initial perception of you. (Sidebar: Fellas, your best bet is to date a woman in your past that doesn’t know enough about you from back then to project an outdated perception onto you.)

“Come on Rich, have more faith in us ladies. We’re not all like that. And some men are like that too.”
You’re right, but most women are and it’s more common among women. Given that women are more emotional by nature, that makes it a more likely scenario. Plus, I know one man that most sistas despise, even though he has changed over the years, and sistas still hold him to the perception they had of him from years ago: Kobe Bryant. MESSAGE!!!

Now I’m not saying guys are not like this either, because in some cases we are, but most of our perceptions start in our pants, given that we’re visual creatures. Men are more likely to forgive the first impression he gets from a woman, ESPECIALLY if she is FINE. How many times have you heard this conversation:

1:(Homie/dawg/frat) I don’t know about her. She mad stuck up, she ain’t got no sense.
Dude 2: Yeah, she went to (school) with us and all, but ain’t doing nothing with herself.
Dude 1: Right, and she did a lot of our boys dirty on the low low.
(silence)
Dude 1: BUT would you still hit that though if she came at you?
Dude 2: Hell yeah (homie), she’s fine as hell.

Steve Harvey brought up on his morning show about the things that some men will tolerate to be with the “baddest chick”. I’m sure most of you who are reading this know a dude who’s in a jacked up relationship with some woman who is no good for him, but he will not leave because of his ego in the sense of “I may NEVER get a woman this fine ever again.” Do I think that’s stupid? Yep. Have I done this before myself? I would be lying if I said I didn’t. Most men don’t let go of Shallow Hal until they grow up and realize what truly makes them happy (and also that the women who are “pretty, smart, and nice at the same time” that we slept on back in the day because they didn’t have enough “style” are usually married by 25).

Like myself, we are all a work in progress and our goal should be to improve and self-upgrade whenever possible. We all have misjudged people based on where they were at the time, and where we were at the time. Remember folks, this is 2009, not 1989, 1996, or 2007. By nature, we all evolve and (for the most part) grow and continue to learn more about ourselves and about others. Everyone wants to feel prideful about who they are, what they are about, what they have overcome, and where they are going. Think about where your Creator has brought you from, what you have been brought through, the trials and tribulations of your life, and that feeling of pride and confidence you have as a result. Now imagine if those in the ballpark of your circle only see you as that nappy headed nerd who didn’t wear deodorant in middle school, or the campus player that tried to sleep with every cheerleader during senior year in high school, or the unapologetic DrewRat from freshman year at Howard, or the overnight celebrity that pledged a frat. Is that you now? Of course not. Why do you bitch and complain when people lock you in to 1999 when you do the same.

Personally, if I did that, I wouldn’t have some of the blessings and support I have now. For example, the same woman who cussed me out 5 years ago over email is the same woman who prayed for my recovery from my recent surgery. Granted, I didn’t forget that vicious email, but at the same time I have also acknowledged the God in her that she showed to me through her thoughts and words. There comes a time when we have to update our perceptions of ourselves and of other people, otherwise our personal growth is stunted. Think about that the next time you roll to that next class reunion or homecoming.

26
May
09

Aesthetic and Apathetic

I was out with some friends on Friday to start my 365 day countdown to the new 20, and the topic came up about a facebook status that I put up the previous week concerning the reactions to when you hear that someone is in a relationship/engaged/married. By this point, I had a couple in me, so I was being totally 100 with folks and letting them know (without the politeness) what I really thought. I said that, for the exception of one woman I have dated, although I have been happy when some of them have moved on and met someone else and built with them, I don’t think any of them were better for that girl than I was. PERIOD!!! Of course someone had to say, “well Rich, maybe they wanted them more than you did and did more to get them. Like your blog said, maybe they were just pressed.”

I admitted that very well could be the case, and that sometimes I believe that a lot of women more caught up in a man who satisfies the courtship checklist versus the right man for them. Given that I personally know a couple of women who came to that epiphany several weeks before they were to walk down the aisle, it’s a valid assumption (maybe more exceptional and a pattern, but still valid). Then my homegirl said ,”well maybe because they may not be the best dressed, the most charming, the best looking, the most in shape, have the best career, etc., but they did what they had to do to get her, and maybe you didn’t”. I held my grit in that I didn’t want to react, but she elaborated further:
I have found that men and women who are attractive and/or well off tend to be lazier in the dating game because they feel they don’t need to work as hard, don’t have to do as much. They figure that, because of who they are and/or what they have, that they will always have options. It’s usually the ones with the least amount of options that more likely to land someone and get married.
With all of the experiences in my life, I have definitely seen this as a pattern. Women complain about “successful” brothas who conduct themselves in such a fashion and don’t feel they need to work to get a chick, and brothas complain about that stuck up, model looking chick with the fat ass who requires high-level caking to keep her attention but don’t do a damn thing for him. And what’s the reward? The privilege of being with that person?! Ummmmm……….. yeah. And of course you’re thinking, “Why should I bust my ass to satisfy their lazy ass?”

Ok, the LA Brotha in me struggles with this often somewhat, and so does the “successful” brotha in me. As my female best friend said to me, it’s not about arrogance or being bourgeois, it’s about staying in your lane, and if your lane has a certain speed limit, then why slow down. But……….. at the same time, having that mentality in every aspect of your life will not get you anywhere, and will not always get you what you want. Regardless of how good you think you look, how stacked your bank account is, how many degrees you have, or how deep your roster is, it takes work to obtain and more work to maintain. Nothing in life worth obtaining is going to be just given to you. In your personal AND professional life, you have to know what it is that you want and position yourself to obtain it. Just because you want it doesn’t mean you deserve it or are entitled to it.

In the working world, and in dating, aesthetics are definitely important, but it’s only part of the whole package. After while, looks fade, and competency takes total precedence over how it is you look. So ladies, if you got that (job/man) because of your looks, make sure your competency and performance are parallel. Brothas, don’t deal with any woman who wouldn’t date you if you didn’t work on Wall Street, or were a junior partner at that downtown law firm. Don’t let your looks (ladies) or your paper (brothas) dictate how you treat other people. It’s not a good look.

I know I probably rambled a bit, but I’m curious to hear what the readers think on this subject.
Do you run into this often? Let me know.

10
May
09

RichBrand’s response to M (re: Leverage Factor)

I received a very lengthy (in comparison) response to my blog about my Leverage Factor blog I wrote a couple of days ago. I also received some side comments on facebook about it as well. I was going to reply within the actual blog comments, but a lengthy criticism deserves a lengthy rebuttal. I will show, in its entirety, M’s response:
1) The idea that most women have planned out their engagements and/or weddings is a stereotype. I haven’t nor have I even heard another women talk about her perfect engagement/wedding. The only time I’ve even heard another woman mention rings was when she thought an engagement was eminent. The topic/concern for some was that the man would pick a ring she didn’t like (since she would be wearing it for a long time). The story about girl who had her ring specs decided was a fluke. We all could pull out a crazy, weird dating story, that doesn’t mean it’s the norm. (BTW, I hope your ran screaming from her)

2) You freely admit the reality show, not Jacklyn, created the drama by bringing her ex back into the picture so to use that as an example is misleading. Reality shows also takes days/weeks of footage and compress it into a few moments. You don’t think they pick and choose the pieces that fit the story they want to tell? Reality shows are exaggerations of real life and create caricatures of people.

3) I’m not sure why you’re acting like women are the only ones who date too soon after a break-up or that they have nefarious purposes when they go back to an ex. Both men and women are often told after break-ups that they need to begin dating others, usually when they tell someone they’re still hurting. (Bad advice in my opinion.) So both men and women sometimes begin dating others too quickly. Just because someone goes back to an ex after they’ve started dating a new person doesn’t mean they dated the new person just to make their ex jealous. They might have actually liked the new person. Maybe it happened because they were not over their ex when they started dating someone else.

Just for the record, I’ve never tried to make an ex jealous or broken up with someone to date an ex. I’ve never had a woman tell me she’s done this either.

Well M…………..

1. I went to school with a lot of sistas where Plan A was their MRS, and getting a degree was a backup plan just in case they had to actually have a career for themselves. Some grew up spoiled and had daddy take care of them, and it was instilled in them that a man was to provide everything for them, but until that man finds them, do for yourself. You’re talking about classical conditioning here where some women, from the time they play with Barbie Dolls, are told that these are your validations of womanhood (in which the notion of “taking care of yourself and being ok with that” ISN’T one of them). I also lived in Atlanta for a year where, despite its progression in comparison to other southern cities, is STILL the South. Still behind the times in certain things. I ran into a decent amount of women there where, once they turned 25 or headed towards it, they were in PANIC mode. It was this feeling that they failed as women because they were 25 and haven’t walked down the aisle yet. Now, while it’s good to know a woman’s intentions from jump, don’t shove your timeline down a man’s throat. And yes, I ran like hell from bridezilla. And no, the ring specs story is not a fluke. A good amount of the women I know have prereqs for their engagement ring, and some have been bold enough to say they will accept or reject the proposal based on the size of the ring. Yes, I will admit that I know some shallow women, but I’m from LA so what do you expect. LOL

2. In this case, the reality show did create the drama in the example that I used (I’ll give you that), but that doesn’t mean that there aren’t women (and men) out there that don’t engage in deliberate drama themselves. I was using the show as a high level example of the types of scenarios I have actually seen in my young life. To think that what happened with Jacklyn on the show DOESN’T happen in real life on the daily is a very naive assumption. You won’t BELIEVE some of the stories I have heard in terms of drama.

3. I definitely acknowledge that men do these types of things as well. It’s just that, as men, we’re more transparent about in most cases about it though. We’re more likely to break up with someone, and go and smash something else the next night, and not take any emotional stock in ourselves before we do so. As men, we’re conditioned to MAN UP and recover faster (or at least front like we recovered). The problem is that because of how society is, we as men aren’t given the same allowance to deal with our emotions as women are. So do we as men use chicks for leverage? Hell yeah we do. Both men and women (intentionally and subconsciously) do this. The only time you date too soon is when you don’t have full closure in your heart about a situation. I look at the past being the past, and if things don’t align (at least in the ballpark of alignment), then you need to let it go; I don’t believe in taking backwards steps, and if it’s supposed to work, you won’t need to break up with someone to make it so. But here’s the thing: bringing it to a close in your mind and heart is key before you look to move on with anyone else, and you shouldn’t look as someone else as a replacement or a substitute. A man (or woman) with high self-value will not compete for your heart with someone else that didn’t do right by it the first time, and if you’re dumb enough to remain loyal and apathetic in terms of your heart and mind, then it’s on you to figure all that out before you get back in the game.

And it’s admirable that you’ve never done this, or know anyone that has done it. Which tells me you fall into one of three categories: you’re just 100% truthful and know how to cut your losses (which I hope most likely applies to you), you’re in a relationship right now and it doesn’t apply, or… men just don’t get jealous once they’re done with you.

19
Feb
09

Ask RichBrand: Study harder!!

Here’s another topic that I received in my inbox that a reader wants me to discuss:

Hey I have a blog though for you. I’m too shy (for lack of a better term) to blog myself so I figured I’d pose this question to all my blogging buds. Monogamy? Is it really not in the nature of human beings?  I’ve talk with women of all ages including my mom that have indicated that they just deal with various betrayal whether its from a spouse or mate over. A friend of mine just had a baby and her husband is out of town she couldn’t get in touch with him quite a few times and she shrugged saying he’s probably fucking around. I mean is that what we have to look forward to in long tern relationships ?  Maybe u have already touched on this.  A male pov would be nice tho because its certainly not just women who are betrayed.

Anytime you deal with the notion of talking about why men are unfaithful and/or why they are not there when they need to be always appears to be a black and white matter to most. Either you’re there or you’re not, either you’re faithful or you’re not. In many instances I agree, and at the same time I do NOT (repeat: do NOT) condone cheating on your boo (male or female).

When I was in Indy doing canvassing for Obama, I had a convo with some of the volunteers who were there with me, and they kept asking the same question as the reader above. One guy, who will remain anonymous, spoke about it in the context of education in that men who cheat are men who don’t study. When thinking about it, it made a lot of sense to me (even though I would have said it a little bit differently). But allow me to expound upon his analogy with you and give it my own twist:

When taking courses in high school/college, it’s your job to pay attention in class and study the material so that you can get the best grade that you can. Sometimes as students we tend not to study as hard and/or as effectively as we need to in order to prepare for the exam. We look at our clocks, time is coming fast, and the information is not being retained. However, we don’t want to fail, nor do we want to drop the class. You need that A (or B or C depending upon your situation, LOL) and anything less is unacceptable. So what do SOME of us do? We create that little piece of paper that we hide under our sleeves or that we tape on the inside of our shirt or that we can slip under the exam paper with precise discretion, even if the teacher makes us put all of our books and jackets on the other side of the room (I’m not saying I cheated on exams, I just know a lot of triflin’ folk). Of course some folks live by the moniker “it’s only cheating if you get caught”. But real talk, if you took the time to pay attention in class and study the material like you were supposed to, you wouldn’t have any reason to cheat on the exam.

Now let me bring it on home (as the Hammond B3 begins to tune up)……………..

Here’s the deal ladies AND gentleman: those who are built to be faithful to their mate take the time to achieve maximum self-knowledge and self-awareness. In other words, they know who they are and what they truly want. Once you get to this epiphany within, then you are in a better position to obtain what it is that you desire (as long as it aligns with God wants for you). Those who don’t do full inventory are those who are most likely to be unfaithful.  I always told myself that in order for me to committ to someone,  it has to be someone that I don’t see myself cheating on because I would leave her before I did that. Now if she’s someone where if I cheated on her, and didn’t think twice about it, she’s not the one I need to be with, PERIOD!!! So if you want to be that faithful one, get aligned with the road that God wants you to travel, and not give in to your selfish wants.

To address another concern of the reader, she mentioned that most of the women in her circle who have had unfaithful men have just rolled with it (to say the least). Going back to my most recent blog, some women are taught that finding a man who will give them security and stability is paramount. To add on to that, we keep teaching our ladies that dealing with a man’s showstopping perfections is better than being alone because the reward of having a man (for whatever shallow reason you can think of) is better than nothing. If I had that mentality as a man, I would have married to the 2, 3, or 4 for me years ago and would have been stewing inside because she wasn’t THE ONE. If we as men were held to a higher standard (i.e. zero tolerance for infidelity or domestic abuse), then we wouldn’t do it, PERIOD. The more that women tolerate our crap and don’t set those hard boundaries in the relationship, the more it becomes convenient habit. And as we have seen in recent news with the Chris Brown/Rihanna drama, history is prone to repeat itself. If you have kids, do know that they see how you treat each other has husband and wife (or baby mamma and baby daddy, can’t exlcude folks here), and they will see this and think that’s the way love goes. In this case, tolerance promotes apathy and complacency, and when trying to build a relationship on a rock, you can’t be apathetic.  You deserve more in how you’re treated, so make it a reality and not a wish shared in the beauty salon under the dryer with your girlfriends.

I hopes this answers the reader’s question. If I didn’t, I’m sure she will tell me. LOL

12
Dec
08

Men can’t sit still

Over the years, I always hear stories of women and how a good man fell in their lap when they weren’t “looking for it” or “expecting it” or “gave up on men”, etc etc. Now, I’m not hating on that, and I definitely wish all of my female friends in that situation the best. (Sidebar: Congrats to one of my best female friends, Dawn, on her recent wedding last weekend. Thanks to Indymac I had to sit this one out.) Ok, back to the blog……… Now, a lot of my female friends (two of them today) told me that if I just stop dating and stop looking, then the right woman will just fall in my lap, because it worked for them when they stopped looking. And for both of those women, this was my response: BEEN THERE, DONE THAT, ONLY WORKS FOR WOMEN. I’m sorry, but that strategy does not work for men. We as men, along with society, are not wired like that.

Allow me to take it to the best selling book in the history of mankind, written in England during the 16th century (in part by Shakespeare) with the oversight of King James; a book that has been re-written multiple times and discerned different ways in the last 400 years…….yep, the Holy Bible. I bring to your attention the following two scriptures that will serve as the premise of my argument:

Proverbs 18:22 Whoso findeth a wife findeth a good thing, and obtaineth favour of the LORD.

James 2:26 For as the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without works is dead also.

Let’s start with the first scripture: Let me ask you, does it say anything in there about a man chillin at the crib and the woman of his dreams just happening to show up on his doorstep? According to this nice book here, it’s up to us as men to step out there and find/court/pursue a woman in the aim of her becoming our wife (not a jumpoff, but our wife), and not for the woman to find us. Now for the ladies who will argue “well, when I met my man, he wasn’t seeing anyone and wasn’t talking to anyone, and had no interest in anyone else”…. ok, you might be right. He might not have been seeing anyone else, or wasn’t talking to anyone seriously, but if you REALLY believe that your man didn’t have options, women who liked him, women he liked, had his eye on, a woman in his life he wouldn’t mind being with any night of the week before he met you, then your man LIED to you. PERIOD!!! We are MEN, we are visual creatures who have a natural instinct to seek and conquer. Don’t be fooled ladies. Fortunately for you, he saw something in you (and you in him) where you stood out above anyone in his past and present. If he sees you as someone he can build with, then that means you (potentially) are a good thing if you are not already married.

Hebrews 11:1 Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

Now, as a Christian, I am an advocate of the saying “if you believe it, you can achieve it”, and I have faith that my Proverbs 31 woman is out there, and when it’s time, I will get what my friend Kauai calls “A Revelation for Dummies” and God will make it crystal clear who she is. However, I’m not going to reach my goal by sitting at home all day and just writing blogs like this, or watching the Lakers, or listen to my iPod at night, or getting up M-F and going to work every day and coming home. As a man, I have to keep my eyes open. Just like I kept my focus when it came to my professional goals, the same applies to finding the woman that God will have for me. Which brings me to the second scripture I displayed above, “faith without works is dead”. For the sake of my own due diligence, I tried the “I’m gonna stop looking” approach around this time last year, and I used my busy season at KPMG as my parameter for this. I told myself that from September to January, I’m not going to go on any dates, not ask anyone out, etc; I’m only going to focus on myself and handling my business at work, because growing up as an only child with 2 parents who worked 60 hour weeks I was already used to spending many of nights alone in solitude, having to work things out on my own. Now, I would still go out, did my usual 1-2 time a month support of J3 events at Noir, grab my drinks, listen to the jazz music, chop it up with friends, and be on my way. I didn’t put myself out there, and holla at women, etc; all I did was just concern myself with me, place myself in my own world, and worry about myself and busy season.

Now, I saw what happens as a man when you stop looking, and you’re not making it known what it is that you want, you end up in the exact same place where you started. Now, a woman (especially an attractive woman) who takes the same course of action as I did will not have the same results as me. Why? Because a man’s not going to know (or care) if you’re “not looking”, because he’s clearly looking at (and for) you. Bottom line: I can pray every single night for the woman of my dreams that God has just for me. But if I don’t put myself out there, and reinforce my faith in God and his plan with the groundwork, then I don’t get what it is that God has for me. POINT BLANK. It wasn’t just faith that got you the degree you have, the house you live in, the Benz you drive, and it sho’ wasn’t just faith that got this country our first Black president. AMEN?!?!

Closed mouths don’t get fed, and in relationships nothing is easy and nothing is just dropped in your lap as a man. The “game” of dating/courtship has different rules for men and women. We as men can’t sit still in this game, otherwise we will stay on the bench as we watch every single train in life pass us by. We must look for opportunities, and not let them go when they come around, because God doesn’t always recallibrate his plan for our life immediately after we let what he has for us pass by. Think on that.

25
Nov
08

Best vs. Pressed (6/27/08)

Arguably one of my best ever, and my informal indictment on dating in the South. Enjoy:

I’ve had (and heard) some conversations, and made some observations over the last few days that have made me ponder this question that I want to pose to women.

I’ve heard some women who, as young as 23-24, are in semi-panic mode because they’re not engaged yet. And at 25, UH OH, I’m getting old, I need to find a man ASAP. This was also prompted by a convo I had today with a friend of mine who told me that she met the man of a girl I used to date, and she can objectively confirm that he was inferior to me and that ol girl settled big time (thanks ABC)

Now ladies, I understand that women have timetables that they set in their minds for what they want to accomplish personally, and of course there’s the biological clock thing. I really do understand that. But at the same time, there are some women who are so pressed to meet those timetables that they end up settling for the minimum, JUST to stay in line with that timeline.
I’ve dated women who grew impatient with me because:
a) I believe in getting to know someone before I commit
b) They didn’t want to, or know how to, support me when I had a rough stretch, and were too selfish to understand and/or care
c) They didn’t want to put any work in and wanted someone to be all about them
d) SELFISH (alius ‘one or more of the above)

Sidebar:The women have had the audacity to argue that I was “wasting their time”, I wasn’t “stepping up”, I’m “not ready for commitment”, and any other BS reason sistas have used to justify their impatience. Now I can understand this argument if we had been dealing with each other for, let’s say, 3-4 years. But to say this after 3-4 WEEKS……………. I don’t know yo’ ass yet. What about you tells me after 21 days that you are worth entering a courtship with? What have you shown me? 99 times out of 100 you haven’t shown me a damn thing. I mean seriously, what could you really know about someone in such a short time span? My bad for not growing up in the south and believing in the security of the relationship PRIOR to getting to know someone.

Anyway……. this all brings me to the following question: Why is it that, in romantical ventures (yeah I spelled it wrong on purpose), that we become too impatient to hold out for who is BEST for us, and are content with settling for who is PRESSED for us?

Most women who I have tagged on this note believe in the man pursuing the woman, they believe in Proverbs 31, and believe in “he that finds a wife, finds a good thing” and work daily to ensure that they are a good thing (I’m assuming). Then you have some marginal chicks who are ok with just existing and think having a vagina and wearing under a size 15 is enough to justify that men should be pressed for them.

But back to the point, being in Atlanta for the last year has shown me that there are a lot of women who are in such a rush to get married and start a family, or are not ready for all that but want to validate themselves by not being alone, that they will settle for any man the swings his time, his money, his attention, and his manhood at them. Instead of assessing who he is, what he’s about, and where he wants to go, some women will look at what he has, what he does (and can do) for you, and the alternative of “at least I’m not alone”.

There are many Bible quotes that I can bring up to drive home the notion of being patience, but it’s easier said than done in a microwave society filled with the desire for instant gratification. But, taking it from someone who was 1 year late on his MBA, 2 years late on being a homeowner, 1 year (and counting) late on getting married, and 1 year away from having my first child (which won’t happen, God willing), I can definitely testify to the notion that God laughed at me when I prayed this timeline when I was 22. Don’t get me wrong, God answers EVERY prayer, the answer is not always yes.

There are some folks I have tagged on here who can truly attest to waiting for God to send you who it is that he has for you, and not just who is in front of you at the time that you want what you want. But if you get in line with God’s plan, and do what you do to decipher that plan and walk by faith in it, you won’t have to want for anything (paraphrasing Psalms 34).

So, panel of my peers, what do you think? Thoughts, comments, criticisms, beef, lunch meat, etc?

25
Nov
08

Are Women Scaring Off Their Men??: Article, Response, Rebuttal (12/3/07)

This was an article sent to me over a year ago, but a classmate of mine copied me on some banter that took place when it was sent to her last week. Here’s the article:

Are Women Scaring Off Their Men

The Washington Post
By: Joy Jones

Have you met this woman? She has a good job, works hard, and earns a
good salary. She went to college, she got her master’s degree; she is
intelligent. She is personable, articulate, well read, interested in
everybody and everything Yet, she’s single.

Or maybe you know this one. Active in the church.
Faithful, committed, sings in the choir, serves on the usher board, and
attends every committee meeting.
Loves the Lord and knows the Word. You’d think that with her command of
the Scriptures and the respect of her church members, she’d have a
marriage as solid as a rock. But again, no husband.

Or perhaps you recognize the community activist. She’s a black lady, or,
as she prefers, an African American woman, on the move. She sports A
short natural; sometimes cornrow braids, or even dreadlocks.She ‘s an
organizer, a motivator, a dynamo. Her work for he r people speaks for
itself–organizing women for a self-help, raising funds for A community
cause, educating others around a new issue in South Africa.
Black folks look up to her, and white folks know she’s a force to be
reckoned with. Yet once again, the men leave her alone.

What do these women have in common? They have so much; what is it they
lack? Why is it they may be able to hook a man but can’t hold him? The
women puzzle over this quandary themselves. They gather at professional
clubs, at sorority meetings or over coffee at the office and wonder
what’s wrong with black men? They hold special prayer vigils and fast
and pray and beg Jesus to send the men back to church. They find the
brothers attending political strategizing sessions or participating in
protests but when it comes time to go home, the brothers go home to
someone else.

I know these women because I am all of these women.
And after asking over and over again “What’s wrong with these men?”, it
finally dawned on me to ask the question, “What’s wrong with us women?”
What I have found, and what many of these women have yet to discover, is
that the skills that make one successful in the church, community or
workplace are not the skills that make one successful in a relationship.

Linear thinking, self-reliance, structured goals and direct action
assist one in getting assignments done, in organizing church or club
activities or in positioning oneself for a raise, but relationship-
building requires different skills. It requires making decisions that
not only gratify you, but satisfy others. It means doing things that
will keep the peace rather than achieve the goal, and sometimes it means
creating the peace in the first place Maintaining a harmonious
relationship will not always allow you to take the straight line between
two points. You may have to stoop to conquer or yield to win.

In too m any cases, when dealing with men, you will have to sacrifice
being right in order to enjoy being loved. Being acknowledged as the
head of the household is an especially important thing for many black
men, since their manhood is so often actively challenged everywhere
else. Many modern women are so independent, so self-sufficient, so
committed to the cause, to the church, to career or their narrow
concepts that their entire personalities project an “I don’t need a man”
message. So they end up without one.
An interested man may be attracted but he soon discovers that this
sister makes very little space for him in her life.

Going to graduate school is a good goal and an option that previous
generations of blacks have not had. But sometimes the achieving woman
will place her boyfriend so low on her list of priorities that his
interest wanes. Between work, school and homework, she’s seldom “there”
for him, for the preliminaries that mi gh t develop a commitment to a
woman. She’s too busy to prepare him a home-cooked meal or to be a
listening ear for his concerns because she is so occupied with her own.

Soon he uses her only for uncommitted sex since to him she appears
unavailable for anything else. Blind to the part she’s playing in the
problem, she ends up thinking, “Men only want one thing.” And she
decides she’s better off with the degree than the friendship.
When she’s 45, she may wish she’d set different priorities while she was
younger. It’s not just the busy career girl who can’t see the forest for
the trees.

A couple I know were having marital troubles. During one argument, the
husband confronted the wife and asked what she thought they should do
about the marriage, what direction they should take. She reached for her
Bible and turned to Ephesians. “I know what Paul says and I know what
Jesus says about marriage,”
he told her, “What do you say about our marriage?”
Dumbfounded, she could not say anything. Like so many of us, she could
recite the Scriptures but could not apply them to everyday living.
Before the year was out, the husband had filed for divorce. Women who
focus on civil rights or community activism have vigorous, fighting
spirits and are prepared to do whatever, whenever, to benefit black
people. That’s good. That’s necessary. But it needs to be kept in
perspective. It’s too easy to save the world and lose your man.

A fighting spirit is important on the battlefield, but a gentler spirit
is wanted on the home front. Too many women are winning the battle and
losing the home.
Sometimes in our determined efforts to be strong believers and hard
workers, we contemporary women downplay, denigrate or simply forget our
more traditional feminine attributes. Men value women best for the ways
we are different from them, not the ways we are the same. Men appreciate
us for ou r g race and beauty. Men enjoy our softness and see it as a way
to be in touch with their tender side, a side they dare not show to
other men. A hard-working woman is good to have on your committee. But
when a man goes home, he’d prefer a loving partner to a hard worker.

It’s not an easy transition for the modern black woman to make. It
sounds submissive, reactionary, outmoded, and oppressive. We have fought
so hard for so many things, and rightfully so. We have known so many men
who were shaky, jive and untrustworthy. Yet we must admit that we are
shaky, jive and willful in our own ways. Not having a husband allows us
to do whatever we want, when and how we want to do it. Having one means
we have to share the power and certain points will have to be
surrendered. We are terrified of marriage and commitment, yet dread the
prospect of being single and alone.

Throwing ourselves into work seems to fill the void without posing a
threat. But like any other drug, the escape eventually becomes the cage.
To make the break, we need to do less and “be” more. I am learning to
“be still and know,” to be trusting. I am learning to stop competing
with black men and to collaborate with them, to temper my assertive and
aggressive energy with softness and serenity. I’m not preaching a
philosophy of “women be seen and not heard.” But I have come to realize
that I, and many of my smart and independent sisters are out of touch
with our feminine center and Therefore out of touch with our men.

About a year ago, I was at an oldies-but-goodies club.
As a Washingtonian, love to do the bop and to hand dance styles that
were popular when I was a teen. In those dances, the man has his set of
steps and the woman has hers, but the couple is still two partners and
must move together. On this evening, I was sitting out a record when a
thought came to me. If a man were to say, “I’m going to be i n ch arge and
you’re going to follow. I want you to adjust your ways to fit in with
mine” I’d dismiss him as a Neanderthal. With my hand on my hip, I’d tell
him that I have just as much sense as he does and that he can’t tell me
what to do. Yet, on the dance floor, I love following a man’s lead. I
don’t feel inferior because my part is different from his, and I don’t
feel I have to prove that I’m just as able to lead as he is. I simply
allow him to take my hand, and I go with the flow.

I am still single. I am over 30 and scared. I am still a member of my
church, have no plans to quit my good government job and will continue
to do what I can for my people. I think that I have a healthy
relationship with a good man. But today, I know that I have to bring
some of that spirit of the dance into my relationship.Dancing solo, I’ve
mastered that. Now I’m learning how to accept his lead, and to go with
the flow!

Then, one of the ladies copied on the email wrote the following response to the article:

Why do women always have to change? Perhaps the issue is with some men and their inability to have a partner who is equal to them?

My mother worked just as hard as my dad did, although, as a male he made more money, they both had equal educations, they both were equally in charge in the household. Guess what? When he came home from a hard days work, he had her support and when she came home from a hard days work she had his until the day he died. My sister is a federal agent for ICE as is her husband, my brother in law Chris-Even though my sister has a Masters and I am not sure if my BIL does, they make the same amount of money since they are at the same level in the government. They both work hard and have three children (twins infants and a toddler). Again, both of them support each other and love each other.

These are two examples of working relationships that I have wherein there is equality in the workload and equality in the relationship and there is love. I don’t care if this article was written by a WOMAN, it doesn’t mean it is correct or that I will agree with her.

Here’s MY rebuttal to her comments:

It seems as if (female) doesn’t get the point of this article. The article is not saying that there aren’t women like the ones you mention below. The article is saying that the women you know are in the minority in today’s world. It’s not about the income that comes in to the household, or how many degrees are posted on the wall for the man or the woman, it’s about the establishment of an equal and healthy partnership between man and wife in the black community. A real man has no problem with a woman that’s equal to him, but the conundrum arises when black women begin to disconnect with the black man in terms of his needs (see Tyler Perry’s character in “Why Did I get Married?” as an example), which is what drives some brothas to the Becky’s and Rosalia’s and Kim Ju Wong’s of the world.

(to steer away for a second)
Now, I understand the struggles that black women have in the corporate world, but what you don’t realize that in 2007, you have it MUCH easier than we do in terms of opportunities, the problem is that voluntary family decisions by women (and not sexism) is the main reason there are more black men in middle management and higher than there are black women. Below there, black women have higher numbers than black men. So the next time you see a woman on the cover of Black Enterprise who’s in ssenior management, chances are she either doesn’t have children or had them in her mid to late 30′s. Since some women are so afraid of the biological clock, they will plateau their career in sacrifice to have a family. Nothing wrong with that, just stating fact…….. but back to the lecture at hand.

The article does not talk about assimilation, it’s about adaptation. Think about it, you act one way around your people than you do at work or at church, correct? Why can’t you take that same adaptation attitude and use it in the home as well. If you really love your husband, black women would do that. Now if you see the marriage as more of a professional partnership, then you could take your professional attitude and use it in the home, but assuming that you actually marry a man because you love HIM (not his degree or his assets, but HIM), then there’s a level of consensual submission (agreed upon by SOLELY the two of you with no input from your ugly single friends, which is why they’re single themselves) that has to take place. The roles must be defined. Two people shouldn’t handle the household budget, two people shouldn’t be in charge of home improvement, etc etc.

Now have you thought about the adaptations that a man has to make in a relationship? You don’t think a man loses a level of power and independence, especially if he’s single himself? The need for change is not exclusive to just women. When a man’s ready to get married and make you his wife, he went through some changes in himself to get to that point, and (if he’s a good man) accept the responsibility of marriage and knows he has to make sacrifices. So this shows me that when you read the article, you were thinking about yourself, probably telling yourself “that woman’s full of ish, that ain’t me. What the hell she talking ’bout? Why do I have to change? Why can’t a nigga just love me for me and man up?” As black men, we have to soften our tone, and display deference to people all day long (unless we’re entrepreneurs). We sometimes lose power, have to display humility, be humble when we’re right, be contrite when we’re wrong. Do we want to deal with the same crap when we walk through the door to our home? HELL NAW. I’ve been putting with Ronald Crysozenski’s crap all damn day, I’m not trying to put up with your nagging behind at 7pm when I walk through the door.

Now that you have a cornerstone for how I feel about it, any thoughts?

25
Nov
08

NIGGAS who Cry Wolf (2005)

I originally posted this on myspace back in 2005, and consider it one that needs to be posted again in the Greatest hits category. So enjoy:
NO, I did not stutter in the subject heading. However, in the interest of time (since I have papers and finals to prepare for), I’m going to make my best attempt to keep this short. Some of my lady friends have asked for me to write this since they heard the theory. You asked for it, and here it goes…..

As one of the good men that are “still left”, I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired of having to suffer for the mistakes that NIGGAS (not black brothers, but NIGGAS) make when it comes to how we treat our black women. Not everyday, but enough times, I always have to hear “he cheated on me”, “he’s verbally abusive to me”, “he doesn’t pay me any attention”, “we’ve been dating for 9 months but he won’t commit”, “we’ve been together for 4-5 years and he hasn’t talked about marriage”, but the common denominator is “I didn’t think it would be like this when I first met him”.

Granted, a couple of those complaints are about brothers who are, more or less, afraid of commitment for fear of losing freedom or getting hurt. However, those first 3, a good man wouldn’t do that to his woman. PERIOD (damn I think the rest of this blog is about to sound like a song written for Joe). But this all goes down to one thing (in my opinion): there are a lot of NIGGAS out there who are crying ‘wolf’ about being a good man, when in truth they are the wolf in sheep’s clothing themselves.

For those who don’t remember the story, allow me to recap: there was a kid in the village who wanted to get some attention, and at the same time play a joke on his village. So he would run into the village yelling ‘WOLF, WOLF’. Everyone would come ready to take the wolf out, but in truth there was no wolf to kill. A few times he did that, and after a while he lost his credibility. Then one day, the wolf actually showed up. He went into the village yelling the wolf was coming again, but since no one believed him, they weren’t prepared and the wolf came in and did his thug thizzle on the village.

NOW, bringing the analogy home: A lot of women have been lied to by NIGGAS out there saying “oooh baby, I can treat you right, I can be the right man for you, I can do this, I can do that, you will never have to want for anyone else again, etc etc”. But a few weeks (or months) later, brotha man will do wrong by you (however way he does that). But of course a woman thinks “oh, it was just that dude, I’ll have better luck next time”. But “just that dude” turns into 2, 3, 6, 7 of them. Then after a while, when a woman’s fed the same game, she thinks it’s bullshit, and her instant classical conditioning puts her in a position where she thinks that all (black) men are like the X amount of dudes that have done her dirty. As a result, their minds are so jaded that when they meet a guy like me, all they see is those dudes that did them dirty. So, with some women, I get deaded from jump, and when I ask what their issue is (other than the typical lies women give to men that translate into not being interested), they cite the examples above.

For the real brotha that would do right by his woman and wouldn’t do this to the women he deals with, thank you for being real, listening to your parents, and contributing to decreasing the trend of bitter black women who leave black men for other races or for OTHER women.

Now, for the NIGGAS who don’t fall into the category that me and some of my boys and frat bros fall into: QUIT FUCKING SHIT UP FOR US.




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